me being my exquisite self

kindness is like a balm a rich nectar on our healing wounds

my lips need warmth my hands to be held i need a soft touch on my shoulder and your voice telling me we'll be alright brown eyes, long eyelashes penetrating look firing me up making my skirt wet

your lips poured sweet honey so sweet, i'd drink it your arms warm, protective i would refuge in your chest, submissive we tried, you never gave up i did, i couldn't do it anyymore we tried, or was it only me? all of the love, all the fights, the leaving

he held me and made me feel i was his what i expected from those kisses was love, not pain his kisses were lust fire and ache but  his words cut like a knife against my neck my mouth shut my heart bleeding i truly did my best but he couldn't stop his ways

no le temas a mis silencios o a mi mirada perdida solo me dejo llevar por mis sentimientos me sumerjo en mis realidades escondidas no me juzgues por mis gustos, mi hablar, mi pensar o sentir yo respeto a lo que le rindes culto y te respeto porque eres diferente a mí qué pasó con tu alegría? qué pasó con tu sonrisa? qué le pasó a tus ojos y tu rostro que ahora miran con desprecio, toscos? inyéctate de energía vive la vida con pasión. elige tolerar y aceptar y deja tu complejo de ser superior elige ser feliz a pesar de todo, por todo, con todo la vida es corta, colecciona momentos, esos son los verdaderos tesoros

sometimes there was just silence it was all about those eyes man, those eyes could speak and that smile what a bliss what captivated me was not the words, or the accent in his voice it was his eagerness to love, to kiss

writing is my release my way to forgive, to recenter and let go writing is my first love reliable, understanding, unconditional and my place of non-judgment only my mind, heart and pen on a simple sheet  of paper how much i've bled only my pen knows how much i've cried proof is this wet page judgment comes from those who can't stand the different, whose minds are know-it-alls tolerance comes from those who love others for who they are not what they're expected to be

in every blink i feel like i'm blooming hello, i'm being myself here's my hands, my pain and my heart my joy is here can't hold it not anymore man, can i burn i fucking burst

so much together so much going on love, lust, pain but you couldn't see the wrong my words meant nothing "i'll stop" you'd say you didn't you couldn't bruises on my legs swollen skin green, blue, purple fuck yes they're gone and so are you i tried, baby i got you, i held you i loved you, i loved you my love was yours my body, my soul but you, you broke me, my self-worth that's why, honey, i let you go i let you go

tres puntos suspensivos para el amor, la amistad, las experiencias. tres puntos suspensivos para los viajes, el aprendizaje, culturas diversas. tengo puntos suspensivos y también puntos finales. como aquel día en que abrí mis ojos y decidí olvidarle

my heart's been broken so many times it's learning to stand back up is it enough to love and feel loved? i'm going crazy i think i never gave enough love, attention a life goes by is it enough to just say goodbye? is it enough  just to say i love you? -to Lidia

we looked in each other's eyes he saw my heart i saw his soul we somehow connected we fell in love then pain came i could feel the assault he didn't notice but my heart was long gone

hey everybody! i'm Catalina i'm 28 years old this is my place to vent in English and Spanish no barriers here what i tend to keep for myself will have room on this site let's cry let's laugh let's just do it intensely!